Sometimes I wish you'd fucking stop beating already, and others I'm glad you've stuck through everything with me.
Today was a hard, hard day. For some reason that I can't comprehend people fall in love with me. A lot.
Naturally, that's appealing, but it's also hurtful.
Sometimes you've got to choose between two people, and that can tear you and those two people apart.
Please tell me I'm normal for being hurt by my own decision. I don't know how my life will end up, and I know there's lots of ways it could, but who's to say one path is better than the other?
It's all so confusing, and I wish there was a roadmap, but I guess winging it will have to do.
I've spent most of the evening crying. Over the hurt I undoubtedly caused others and over the fact that I feel like I've ruined everything.
Two friendships that once were stable are now in shambles because I'm a huge flirt.